WHY??

I had BIG PLANS for today.....
I was looking forward to spend a very peaceful saturday just having a chat with my GOD....
WELL DONT ASK ME WHY ...it went all wrong.....
My great plans fell through..completely

at one point I swicthed on my laptop...and look at some pics form my" past life"..

It had been a long time since .....

As I looked into thoses pics from my so-called" modelling days"..

I had just read that a Girl from my church was number 1 in the US-CHARTS...so basically she was a successful christian using the gifts that she was born with....

that got me thinking...

WHY God ???
Why not me?? I was born with a couple of a natural abilities too...that YOU gave to me..just like you gave to some gifts for singing...for teaching..for science...etc...I am convinced that you had given me a tlalent for Dancing and for modelling....so WHY did you take it away from me....???

the weird thing is that I certainly dont miss it ....but I am just wondering why???

I was certainly borne a Dancer...whether trained or not...I believe that it s one of those things that you just have

as for modelling..I am not especially pretty but Gosh I am photogenic....I am just 10 times not me on paper and could have been among the top ...Of course as a christian I would have had to cover up more..hehehe...
Besides the fact that I am fact Black would have been a hindrance coz not much work for exoticism out there..but with God`s backing nothing is impossible..JESUS would have been the best agent...HEHE

ANYWAY !!!..I dont mind not to be out there...but I have just wondering why would God will give us talents and not let use them......hum......

but I guess they are lots of people out there who have talents but will never have the chance to use them ...so I am not the only one...

more pics here